January 2011
necromantik:
Fuck, I just feel so shitty and disgusting all the time, I hate the way I look, I hate the things I feel, I just want to curl up into a ball and cry.
No matter how many quotes and song lyrics you...
reading back on the things you said was probably the worst mistake. i think i am going vomit.
I love how cute and good you are to me, its nice to feel like someone cares.
I want to take my sexual frustration out on you
Anonymous asked: i don't know why your description says 'far from perfect' because in my eyes you are nothing short of it.
I gained very little weight but enough to where my...
You're still manipulative as ever.
thebadromancer:
It’s not fucking fair. You’ve never been there for me but i’m always expected to be there for you. I stopped talking to you about how I feel four years ago because you’re THAT self centered that how I felt was nothing compared to everything in your life. That everything I go to is nothing compared to you. Yeah. Well. Fuck you. I won’t be there this time. I’m not gonna buy into...
this year.
24th Janurary 2011
Tomorrow is my last first day of school. I start grade 12 tomorrow and I am petrified of so many things.
Firstly, year 12 itself brings so many expectations. Expectations to know what I want, to know where my life is going, to know who I want to be, to be responsible. Expectations to study and do well, but what if I fail? What if I try and fail like so many times...
necromantik:
I just want to meet a nice boy already. Well, I’ve met a lot of nice boys, but I want to meet one who will think that I’m nice as well.
The most intolerable, unbearable feeling in the...
oliviarenee:
I know your lying to me, cause your palms start to sweat and your knees are getting heavy. Eyes closed, your lying to me when your heart starts to race, and your feet are getting ready.
I wish you wouldn’t lie.
